Introducing the fiance & day 10

INTRODUCING THE FIANCE:


<--- That is my fiance, Leon. We have been together since October 1st, 2007, which is my birthday, how sweet. I just wanted to say a little about him since he helped produced our little angel. He's very supportive, he's not into the whole blogging thing But i told him it was fun. As you can see he's very handsome, but what you cant see is that he's charming, sweet, he cares, an excellent father, one of a kind and most of all my best friend.


DAY 10

Today, i slept in a little late but i did manage to get out of bed. My Daddy surprised Lizzie & I for a surprise visit. I didnt Mind at all, it was wonderful! But i did ask my daddy to by me a lamp whenever he goes yard saling again. Well he surprised me again and went out and bought me a brand new lamp, its for lizzie. So i can see in middle of the night to feed & change her. The lovely gesture was amazing and showed he cared about us.
 I've never been so happy to see poop in my life than i was today, she hasnt pooped since last night at 7 pm and it didnt happen til today at 2:30 pm for another poopy diaper, she useto go every time she ate. i dont know if i changed her schedule or she did but i wish the problem would fix it self becasue im not sure what to do!
                                            So today is the first time since i have lizzie that i watched lizzie & have my sisters kids too. Its Madison 3 years old, Katelyn 2 years which are Tiffany's daughters, & Crystal has a son Named Ethan but we all call him "Bubba". He is 2 years old. Although Bubba and katelyn get along fabulously together, Madison Loves lizzie. Madison sometimes thinks that lizzie is her baby and gets mad at me when im holding her or feeding her but madison doesnt mind when a diaper needs to be changed! hahaha
                             Tonight isnt over, its still 8 pm,  3 toodlers, 1 newborn & only 1 me!
                                           i can only imagine how this is going to turn out!


 

day 8 & 9

Last night, After My fiance and I got into a small discussion about how Ive been stuck in the house all week since Lizzie has been born my Mom came home and told us as a demand that i needed to get out the house for a little bit not knowing anything about our little discussion, so i was in the mind frame all my pregnancy that if my daughter couldn't go then i had no reason even going, so it was hard for her to talked me into it and there i was a little excited while getting dressed, i made sure my mom had everything she needed to watch her. I kissed Lizzie, a little hesitant to leave her but i managed to get myself into the car and we left. Before We could even get to the end of our road, i had already said "I wanna go back home" and in tears. My fiance, Leon asked me "Whats wrong baby?"

Before I could answer he already knew what was wrong.

He pulled over and said "we can go back if you want" then i had to talk myself into leaving. Of course i felt bad and in tears, I thought to myself that " this is the first time that i had left my daughter for more than a few minutes and since she's been born. I'm suppose to act like this and that i might need to leave just for an hour. i promised Leon that i would never complain about being at the house all day every day NO MORE!

DAY 9

It was a Long night, & i Didn't get much sleep but i dragged myself out of bed with my fiance and getting Lizzie up with us, My sister, Crystal and her son Ethan, had came over to enjoy our company.

Well Leon had to leave a little early to meet a friend, but that didn't stop me from Cleaning. Lizzie had already ate and went to sleep by time i was done cleaning, so i took the opportunity to go outside and tan! I stayed out there only 30 minutes but still it felt good and then i realized i didn't have to leave my baby girl to get some me time. I could go walking when she gets a few more weeks older and she could go with me, go outside with a monitor and tan for a few minutes or exercise. I think Ill be a fine STAY AT HOME MOM! This is my first child, of course I'm gonna throw this. I'm 18 years old and want some freedom but i trade my freedom for bibs and bottles and I'm proud of that!

A Week Old today

This week has been a test and see kinda deal.

But Today Lizzie (thats mary's nickname) & I celebrated

her being a week old this morning, when I woke up her to eat.

I held my baby girl in my arms and danced for 10 minutes!

The she ate, burped, diaper change & off to sleep, im sure she appreciated it.

I followed my girl's lead and drifted off to sleep myself.

Thinking to myself early, i thought "How'd I get so lucky to Find the guy of my dreams and now We've started our family, & the only thing left to do is getting married, maybe it isnt that easy, i realized after this thought that i just had a sudden urge to plan my wedding!" Then my Girl woke up & she stayed awake for an Hour. I was like "whoo". Im sure It was just gas or something but still She just let this BEAUTIFUL smile come shining in & i wanted to cry. So we Danced again!

A Day Worth Living For!

On April 19th, 2010. I was sent home from my doctors appointment dilated 2 cm & when i got home my water broke. When i got back to the doctors office at 1:30 pm i was dilated 4 1/2 cm in just 2 hours. Well the night passed on & at 6:15 am i was fully dilated. At 6:27 am i gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, Mary Elizabeth H.

She weighed 8 lbs, 2 oz & 20 1/4 inches long.

This is a day worth living for!

• i plan on blogging every day about my adventures during the day with my daughter & I.